to: all my friends out there.
no one will show to others how weak they really are. would you be able to live at peace with urself if other people had to cover ur asshole for you all the time? i believe that if you have to go to take a shit, you should wipe ur own backside. hence i put on a mask.
i AM weak. i am useless. i tend to dream too much, get delusions of grandeur. and i know. thats why i try to grow up, try to get stronger. i dont want to burden you guys with my shit.
but still we need some emotional output. hence the blog darlings. its for me to put out my thoughts and see how i can better myself. its for me to look back when i need to grow up.
sure i am a jackass when im out, doing stupid things, saying nonsensical stuff and all, but its too make you guys smile. inside i know im cold and hungry and tired. but no one who can keep it in will show it to ppl.
and when im out with you all and im happy and everything, most of the time its real. even though i go back to emo mood once everyone goes of in their seperate ways, when we are together i am truly happy. life is too shitty without these little things to cheer us up. i wanna be happy who doesnt. but when i am i will share it with you. when im not ill go bitch here.
aite thanks for actually reading through this load of bull and thanks for understanding.
=) jeremiah luke francisco. 2007
Oxidative Phosphorylation Miah used his Sharingan at 8:14:00 AM