Wouldnt it be nice if i could just sit down at my emo corner, listen to good music and look at plants all day long? Or lock myself in a room and practise pieces i never dreamt i would play? wouoldnt be nice if I can spend the day kicking milipedes to the side so that people wont step on them and kill them? wouldnt it be nice if everyone was just nice to each other and no one hated anyone else?
sigh. guess after all that reflecting, i finally know what kind of person i am. im not a fighter. most definately not a lover. damn i make a very bad lover. im more of a dreamer. i can fantasise all i want, about having super powers or being a "man" and doing something brave for others, or being the most romantic guy on this planet, but truth is, im just an average joe. my dreaming is becoming dangerous. too much dreams and you get delusional. too little and you get emoed out. gee how how how.
and even though i can be this loud and crazy feller, sometimes i need some quiet time to myself to dream, to think things out, to find reason in my messed up life. usually my quiet time is at home, but now with me staying in and all people see me in my quiet time and well. im not emo guys. i just need some time to reflect so bear with me k?
another revelation. we ALL need affirmation. without it, how would we know if we did something that could make this world better. how would we know if our existance here is for a reason. how. now. brown. cow.
well yeah be nice and affirm somebody soon.
cant wait for our zoo trip.
Oxidative Phosphorylation Miah used his Sharingan at 11:04:00 PM