If you found out that the grand uncle whom you tell your friends about with pride, that one who was a singapore champion jockey, had a mistress and two bastard children, how would you feel?
If you went for an outdoor event that you had waited for for 4 months, and worked your ass off with the hopes of one day going, but it rained and its over, how would you feel?
If the group which you help start, which you felt you belonged and felt safe was to disband after 3 years because of some ppl, how would you feel?
If you dont know what to talk to other people about, because you have no life, because your life revolves around your work and your music, and people dont appreciate that music, how would you feel?
If you have no one to talk to, because everyone has their own problems and no one wants to listen to another person's problems, and all the friend you thought you had were gone, how would you feel?
I feel like fuck. And i feel like a hypocrite. Cheery, optimistic, telling people to look on the bright side, when all i want to do is to scream and cry and emo and curse and hurt people.
fuck.
Oxidative Phosphorylation Miah used his Sharingan at 11:39:00 PM