To a special somebody called Jiahui.
you will probably never read this. but i need to get this out of my system. so here goes.
you may or may not know that you were the first girl i was really really interested in and bothered to chase and not just be loserishly loserish about. after you, i doubt i had any feelings for any girl as strong as those i had for you. call me a moron, but little did i know that you were just being friendly and nice, and werent even interested in me.
true. your standards are really high. true i was a jackass. true i was really dumb. true it was a bad time. true it wouldnt really last, seeing how immature i was.
still, there are many times when i think back about those days. when i think back about you.
i've grown to live without you. but still. i miss the sound of your voice, the way it could turn my legs into jelly. that smile you have, that could make the worst of my days tolerable. the depths of your eyes. the way they make this screwed up world perfect once more.
and i think of what could have been.
anyway. with this post. i have decided to let it go. to let YOU go. and this time. im starting my life anew. thank you for the chance to make myself a better man. may your life be filled with happiness and love. God bless.
ps. sorry to those who actually read this mushy shit. just needed it out of my system.
Oxidative Phosphorylation Miah used his Sharingan at 12:26:00 AM