i am sooooo useless. i mean, i practise so hard but still end up lousy.. very lousy. i try and fall and try again, but its no use. i still suck at what i love to do. why is it so? gah.
anyway. the past week has been very stressful since i got my posting. life is so different from when i was training. thank god the bulk of trainees are in my band now. i seriously need a miracle to improve so that i can keep my job. gah gah.
oh by the way, i am performing at istana next sunday at 3. if ur free or aound that area, just go and see me! its my virgin performance in the saf bands. hope i dont fuck up as usual.
bleah.
Oxidative Phosphorylation Miah used his Sharingan at 8:11:00 PM