ok. renaissance on friday and saturday. this will be my first solo. so ironic. oh well. hope i don screw up.
ah gong, this one is for you. help me Lord i pray. Give me strength to enjoy the music. love the instrument. play good enough to make my grandfather and father proud.
i have been living in their shadows all my life. yet i know i can never beat them. this is a sad fate. i don want to live in their shadows. yet i cant pull away. i cant fly. i am too weak. i am not Jeremiah at all. I am Lawrence's grandson or Terrence's son. I am the legacy of a musician's family. yet i am not able to live up to the name of Francisco. I feel like a loser. why me and my brother? why cant i live a carefree life without ppl saying "your that guy's grandson rite?" why not " your jeremiah right?"
sigh. oh talking about concerts. people who don get solos: don be disheartened what the heck is a solo anyway. if you are good u don need a solo to prove you are good k? anyway not looking forward to my solo. solos stress me out. and wats wrong with being enthusiastic anyway? i was trying to be the music. let me fly.
renaissance XV.. my last concert. my last time in a band. unless i go join army or go pro. hmm. i don mind. but how will i feed my family? i don think i can live a life that is not that of a military bandsman.
Oxidative Phosphorylation Miah used his Sharingan at 7:29:00 PM