so now we all know. this is what "friends" do to you. I don know why. I fucking walk alone. I cannot trust anyone. I am ostracised. I am to be played with then thrown aside. Do you guys even regard me as a friend? You fucking tag my board and what not, thanks for the tags. You think I am on yellow alert is it, want me then call me. I mean I am always the one who is out of place. Always the one who is pang sehed. Always.
So I suck that much is it? Ashamed to be with me? Then don't. Fucking don't waste my time. If I have no friends, I have no one to hurt me. Why am I fighting for? Why am I defending those who fuck me in the end? For what?
I want to be close to my church friends, but some people there don't really like me. At least its open dislike. Too bad i can' please everyone. But you guys too. My brothers. What the heck man. Why me? If you don't like me and don't want to be with me its fine. Tell me and I will fucking leave. Don't you mess around with the "brother" bu llshit, then play with your enemy so-called and leave me to rot at home. Thanks ah.
I guess its times like this when I have to review who I make friends with. Sigh. Why am I the one who always bring people together. Try to be the peacemaker. In the end I am left out and alienated. Ally I know that I said that I will try to keep my blog happy, but now I need to bitch.
Fuck it. Fuck you. And don't call me whatever it is you call me.
Sigh. I guess I need to cool down. Don't bother trying to talk to me. I don't wanna hurt anyone now that I am FUCKING PISSED with the world. Welcome to my nightmare. Enjoy your stay you fuckers.
Oxidative Phosphorylation Miah used his Sharingan at 9:17:00 PM